Anxiety

Exams are in 3 weeks and I am dying inside, thinking of what the next 3 weeks will be like.

Some very overdue pictures:

Flare dancers at the Dancesport gig a few Fridays back.

Dinner at Nobu for my birthday. Somehow Jiah Lit and I always end up there. That's cuz the food we order is always sooo good.

Sorry Caitlin, your flowers drooped after one day:( 

Commemorating my birthday balloons.

Yes, that's right - what's left of my cake. Teehee:)

Dinner at St. Kilda Beach with Yee Hooi, Carmen, Caitlin, Jun Jing, Shen and Jiah Lit.

Very Bollywood-movie, no?

Yee Hooi looks kinda off the ground... 

<3

Fumbling For A Steady Grip

I feel stuffysuffocatedstuckbotheredheavysick 

AND I DON'T KNOW WHY. 

Mmm, sometimes days turn out better when you just leave everything unplanned and decide on things as they happen. And, I've also realised that there's nothing like planting yourself in uni as a way to make yourself grow up. Everything around us is just changing so fast. A good thing?

I need comfort food..this calls for a good fulfilling breakfast. Since I was a kid, I've loved having big breakfasts, whether it be continental, american, mi goreng, roti canai, or wan tan mee. I have a sudden crave for the Lt. Flinders/Degraves Lane american breakfast I had with Caitlin a few weeks back. Nothing like bacon, eggs, hash brown and toast to make you feel all gooey again:)

I have a huge research essay due in 3 weeks which accounts for 40% of my Sociology grade. Socio is killing me slowly. On top of the research essay, I have a 30% take-home test where they give you a topic and you have to research,write and hand-in in 48 hours after the topic is released. And you know I don't do well with speed-writing.. I smell DOOOOM.

Whatever, worrying will get me nowhere. Right now, I'll just go back to my Grey's Anatomy...toods!

There's One In This World For Everyone

My favourite soundtrack of all time is A Cinderella Story. Some soundtracks have some good songs and some bad ones, and some you just get sick of after awhile. But the songs from A Cinderella Story I've been listening to for years yet I still love them as much as before. 

Sometimes when you just feel like giving in to fairytales, cliches, happy-endings, love-conquers-all stories and all that Disney jazz, this is what you need to listen to. My top picks from the soundtrack:

I'll Be - Edwin McCain

The Best Day of My Life - Jesse McCartney

Now You Know - Kara Dioguardi

Sympathy - Goo Goo Dolls

One In This World - Haylie Duff

My birthday balloons!

Birthday flowers colour-coordinated to match the balloons :)

Yee Hooi and I's birthday dinner at St. Kilda Beach

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEE YEE HOOI :) !

Bubbletee,  who is 7 days younger than me

ILOVEYOU:)

I've Fallen...So Now You Know

I am blogging so my blog looks more happening...

I really hope europhic feelings like this will come more often because I swear, I've experienced more stress in the past few months than I've ever had for the past 18 years. 

BUT RIGHT NOW I AM HAPPY:)

Except for the fact that I think my face grew rounder. :( Anyway, thank god its winter so there's an excuse to cover legs, thus I can hide all the ugly bruises, cuts, and blueblacks that I've been getting from dance. So ugly. 

My birthday was last week:) and I am sadly officially 19. A big mushy hug, kiss, slobber and thank you to Caitlin, Jiah Lit, Yee Hooi, Shen, Carmen, Jun Jing, Shereen, Suet, Paik Jin and Avanda for the birthday surprise. It was really sweet. Some of the cake is still in my fridge and I finished all the Roche gelati. Yums. And the balloons are still in my room:):) I loved my birthday this year. Thank you to everyone who sent me birthday wishes<3 

I have loads of pictures and I could post them up..but then there's the effort factor :)