There are many things i'd like to say to you but I don't know how

Strange but I like it, there's something about..

Free-falling

Am staying in Melbourne this winter break. I miss home sooo much, but its okay it had to happen someday right ;) Staying here I mean. Nonetheless, I am so so so so so so so so so so so so happy that the holidays are here. Finally, that constant nag in my head that says 'you have something to do after this, so hurry up' is GONE :D GONEEEEE. Life's good B-)

The things time take away

I dreamed a dream in time gone by..

"

When hope was high

And life worth living

I dreamed that love would never die

I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid

And dreams were made and used and wasted

There was no ransom to be paid

No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night

With their voices soft as thunder

As they tear your hope apart

And they turn your dream to shame

                                                                       "

I seriously love the Glee songs this second half of its season, absolute faves so far are Poker Face, Like A Prayer, Hello and more than others the cover of I Dreamed A Dream from the play Les Miserables. 

And still I dream he'll come to me

That we will live the years together

But there are dreams that cannot be

And there are storms we cannot weather

So different now from what it seemed

Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

Everything I Am I Give to You

Now what I am all the time is scared. Every single day. For things I want, and for things I don't. 

Random thought: I miss Italy. I miss my family and the comfort that comes along with them. We easily forget the pieces of the puzzle that already fit ours perfectly, preferring to go about forcing ourselves into the ones that don't, and getting lost in that struggle. 

As far as this sem goes,

Today is one gooood day :) I have never felt free in awhile, and today is the closest I have to that feeling for as long as I can remember. Lets call this the second best day of the sem, right after this one of course. :) 

*twinkle twinkle*