LUFWA - because I am feeling beyond awful

There's a reason why I have been over-using the word awful nowadays. Because that's pretty much how everything is like now.

AWFUL.

Don't go to Uni everyone. Stay in school, where sunshine and ponies exist. These days I read too much and sleep too little. I am being forced to sacrifice things, put up with crap, focus, multi-task, keep on my toes and struggle to get everything done right. And there just aren't enough hours in a day anymore. 

I need some cheering up.....where's that chocolate pizza!?

Lazy Daisy

Hello all! I am feeling like a lazy daisy. Uni is too much. Maybe this is the initial feeling and maybe i'll get over it and settle in properly in a while. But for now, hello!!!! What's with this never-ending chain of homework and readings that keep pouring in? I am looking at books more than I ever did, and it feels so unnatural to have to keep reminding myself to study. This is bothering me. I cannot live for 3 years like that.

Anyhoos.

I jut returned from ladies night with Shereen and Suet. It was great having big laughs and sharing stories over sparkling wine. But I only get to see them on weekends, since they're in a different uni. Last Friday night, Shereen, Suet, Jiah Lit and I got all ready and were suppose to go for the Back2School event at Seven, but then right! Damn super potong, we were late, and hence, denied entry. The only way to get in was to queue in the general queue, which was basically, un-queue-able because it wasn't moving at all. So Shereen, Jiah Lit, Suet and I gave up and decided to go to another club off Lt. Flinders, which we've never been to before. (I don't even remember the name of it, sigh shows how potonged I felt). 

Suet & Wen.

Met Tracy there, whom I haven't seen in so long:)

Saturday was Moomba, the annual water festival thing in Melbourne. Carmen, Shen, Jun Jing, Jiah Lit, Yee Hooi and I went together. I love these sort of fun fair + carnival things. They just give you a happy cheerful feeling. Then later that night we watched the fireworks display, and we were sitting pretty close to the water, so we got an upclose view:) 

Yesterday the Shopaholic movie finally came out in Australia, so a few of us went to watch it. I think none of us were really expecting much, cuz you know how book-turned-movies are like. Butttt, it wasn't bad at all, if you can mentally erase how disappointing Luke Brandon turned out to look like. Successful Savings??!? Plus the facial hair, and a bad haircut. But overall, it was a light-hearted, entertaining movie that really did make me go awww at times:)

Oh and its official, Yee Hooi and I will begin cooking for Jesse the chef once a month. Yay, and hopefully he'll give some pointers on how to improve our cooking. Domesticism is on its way!

Til next time:) Toodledoo!

Michele & Her Extravagant Spending

...will end as of now. I am now bearing the consequences of excessive spending, reckless use of the direct debit card and a soft spot for shiny new things. Though shopping always puts a smile on my face and gives me this warm euphoric feeling..

 

I'VE GOT TO PUT A FULLSTOP TO IT. 

Why the sudden epiphany? Because I am left with 10% of my monthly allowance, and its the 8th day of the month. Trouble much. I am broke because I spend like a gambling addict in a casino. 

Dear Self-Control, please find me:)

I Can't Tell You Something That's Not Real

Do not tell me what to do!

Sometimes I just want to strangle all that you stand for. I question your loyalties.

Oh oh thank you Sher Lyn dear for telling me about Broken Strings by James Morrison. It is currently playing on repeat on my lappie:)

<3

This is called blind faith.

That Seven Letter Swear Word

All lizards should die. 

Seriously.

I cannot even begin to describe how much i loathe, despise and hate those super ugly pests that ruin your life. 

Someone should come up with a stronger adjective in the event that a person needs a word so strong to describe said person's VERY STRONG HATRED for a specific thing.

LIKE HOW I FREAKING HATE LIZARDS.

I hate those things with a passion. HATE WITH A PASSION!!!

Die stupid things die!

I know they help the ecosystem by keeping the bug population in check and crap like that, but you know what? They don't have to be so horrifically ugly. And slimy. And how they creep up into sight just like that and you suddenly notice that monster on your wall or floor. Its disturbing.

The word lizard should be banned. 

Saying it makes me want to choke myself.

Fleeting thought: No fleeting thought. I am just disturbed.